When I come to think of what I’ve been doing with my life, the only thing I see are the many transgressions that I have committed through sheer laziness, procrastination, irresponsibility, arrogance, smugness or plain dumb forgetfulness. Where all the bright spots may shine, they are greatly overshadowed by the wrongs in my living.
Like a beautiful girl that when looked at up close is as hideous as a toad or the angel that wants to stretch his clipped wings, nothing that I do will ever eclipse the stupidity that is me. Perhaps the only thing that I can do would be to distance myself from people, move away from others and live my life as it should be, to the fullest, without any hindrance, on your terms.
The closer you are to me, the more you know that I am intolerable. Like the white rabbit that is always late, the more I do, the more you will hate me. Therefore I suggest, stay away or else face the possibility of being hurt and in the end, losing a “friend”.
